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He's leaving me, really?}

Saturday, August 24, 2013 | 7:17 pm | 0 comment

7:00 p.m.

Have you ever felt like someone is distancing themselves from you?

Like you’re not worth it anymore. Like you’re useless garbage that they wanna throw away from their life so badly. If you have, then you must get it right? But what if that person is your own BFF?

So, this is how it began. First, Anas went to France to spend some quality time with his grandparents. He promised to give me pics. So yeah of course I waited and chatted with him as usual. And then I broke my promise. He said he doesn’t wanna talk to me anymore. I felt quite empty inside. Like someone is gonna leave you forever and ever. Someone you’ve known for years is gonna leave you.

Hold on, the story isn’t over yet. I sent him some sad pics. I almost deactivated my facebook account. Yeah, what’s the use of having an acc if that acc will just remind you of sad things right? He suddenly sent me a message saying he’s not even mad and for me to kinda relax and that people should give other people a chance. I was happy. So happy that I can’t even describe my happiness at that moment. So yeah I chatted happily with him. One fine day, I went online, as usual. Seeing that he’s not online I just ignored it. Not knowing that I won’t be able to talk to him anymore. I sent him some pics of PLL. He practically LOVES PLL. I checked every day to see that he hasn’t replied to any of my messages. I was bored. I randomly clicked on his name and his wall popped. I checked if he has been online for like 3 days ago. And guess what, he was online yesterday. I saw his comment on his friend’s post. That moment… I just... I can barely breathe let alone speak. I was in a bad mood. I was really shocked. I never knew that one day he will eventually leave me.

He was such a nice guy. Nicest guy I’ve ever met. He’s my only BFF that’s a guy. And he’s the closest to me. He knew most of my secrets. I always ask him for advices. He’s someone I know I could trust. I don’t know what made he leave me maybe because I'm annoying and I talk to much and I'm stupid. I never knew he could be as cruel as that. TBH, I had a small crush on Anas, but not anymore. I know he’s not gonna read this, and if he does, that doesn’t mean he’ll care.

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He's leaving me, really?}

Saturday, August 24, 2013 | 7:17 pm | 0Comment

7:00 p.m.

Have you ever felt like someone is distancing themselves from you?

Like you’re not worth it anymore. Like you’re useless garbage that they wanna throw away from their life so badly. If you have, then you must get it right? But what if that person is your own BFF?

So, this is how it began. First, Anas went to France to spend some quality time with his grandparents. He promised to give me pics. So yeah of course I waited and chatted with him as usual. And then I broke my promise. He said he doesn’t wanna talk to me anymore. I felt quite empty inside. Like someone is gonna leave you forever and ever. Someone you’ve known for years is gonna leave you.

Hold on, the story isn’t over yet. I sent him some sad pics. I almost deactivated my facebook account. Yeah, what’s the use of having an acc if that acc will just remind you of sad things right? He suddenly sent me a message saying he’s not even mad and for me to kinda relax and that people should give other people a chance. I was happy. So happy that I can’t even describe my happiness at that moment. So yeah I chatted happily with him. One fine day, I went online, as usual. Seeing that he’s not online I just ignored it. Not knowing that I won’t be able to talk to him anymore. I sent him some pics of PLL. He practically LOVES PLL. I checked every day to see that he hasn’t replied to any of my messages. I was bored. I randomly clicked on his name and his wall popped. I checked if he has been online for like 3 days ago. And guess what, he was online yesterday. I saw his comment on his friend’s post. That moment… I just... I can barely breathe let alone speak. I was in a bad mood. I was really shocked. I never knew that one day he will eventually leave me.

He was such a nice guy. Nicest guy I’ve ever met. He’s my only BFF that’s a guy. And he’s the closest to me. He knew most of my secrets. I always ask him for advices. He’s someone I know I could trust. I don’t know what made he leave me maybe because I'm annoying and I talk to much and I'm stupid. I never knew he could be as cruel as that. TBH, I had a small crush on Anas, but not anymore. I know he’s not gonna read this, and if he does, that doesn’t mean he’ll care.

like seriously

7:42 p.m.

HE FINALLY REPLIED TO MY MESSAGE!! SQUEE GUYS SQUEEE I TECHNICALLY JUMPED WHEN HE REPLIED HE SAID HE'S GONNA BE AT MALAYSIA AT 9 P.M. AND OF COURSE I'LL SURELY BE WAITING

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like seriously

7:42 p.m.

HE FINALLY REPLIED TO MY MESSAGE!! SQUEE GUYS SQUEEE I TECHNICALLY JUMPED WHEN HE REPLIED HE SAID HE'S GONNA BE AT MALAYSIA AT 9 P.M. AND OF COURSE I'LL SURELY BE WAITING

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